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Share your supernatural, NDE, hallucination, and psychosis stories here
Unbelievable Reality - Click here for the first story
Having had the experience of psychosis, I've been looking around for places to share my story. Since I've found none, I've decided to use this space for sharing of any of the following: supernatural, Near Death Experiences (my favourite site for NDE's is mentioned below), contact with entities (evil or good), etc. It doesn't matter if you were under the influence or had some kind of psychosis. What we are interested in is the actual story. What was going through your mind at the time, what the plot was, what you were thinking.
Those who are under psychosis will be seen to be behaving irrationally. They might be talking to themselves and be in their own world. However, what is that world? What is the world they find themselves in? What concepts did (or do) they have of how the world operated? What makes two otherwise intelligent and rational people go outside and wait for a spaceship to arrive, and what do they do and think when it doesn't?
What makes a woman stop her car in the middle of a busy freeway in peak hour traffic, take her clothes off, and run naked in the road? I'm sure there is a story behind that one, and I would love to hear it. I'm sure she had a perfectly logical explanation for her behavior.
This site is not sponsored by psychiatrists, doctors, students or psychologists. It is published by someone dying to share his experience, and dying to hear of other people's experiences. Are there any common threads? Did we perhaps contact similar (or the same!) entities? Are entities (spirits - good or evil) responsible for the stories people come up with when under psychosis? - I have a strong suspicion that they are.....
People are forever hearing "voices", and often they are being told to "kill yourself now.". One person I know was hearing a voice ... "Don't eat, don't drink", over and over again, when in an institution. Otherwise perfectly sane and intelligent and she certainly didn't appear to be in the least bit psychotic. In my psychosis, I got specific instructions on two different occasions to kill myself.
Why do many people who've had Near Death Experiences, swear on everything sacred to them, that they had actually died, told it wasn't their time, and then returned to life? My experience wasn't identical. I never witnessed my return to life, never got told the actual words "it's not your time", yet I am 100% absolutely certain and convinced that I died, and that someone or something intervened, and I was returned to life. I would be stupid not to realize that what I took definitely killed me. Yet here I am , posting this experience.
The story (hallucination/reality/experience/psychosis) that I experienced seemed to come from someone other than myself: you see, I'm just not that much of a good writer or story teller, and I could never have thought up a plot anywhere near that disturbing, frightening, terrifying, fascinating and symmetrical, complete and almost totally consistent within itself.
Another possibility is that it was my "higher self" who came up with this story? The atheists and non-spiritualists would simply dub it "accessing a creative, otherwise dormant, part of the brain". I know, because that's the explanation I was given, by an atheist, who was having a similar experience.
JSB from the Erin Pavlina message board, has the following theory:
I wouldn't be surprised if some of the psychotic episodes that people experience are due to ESP phenomena that their minds are unable to absorb or process, i.e. information or sensation entering one's consciousness in a distorted or corrupted fashion, sort of like playing really loud, unpleasant static or squealing sounds on a poorly tuned radio.
So, anyone is welcome to send me their story, and I will publish it here, under whichever name you use.
If you wish to post such a story, just send me an email. The address is "esther" at the domain name you are currently on, "knowledgesuccess.com". .
I will also post any relevant discussions on this topic.
I believe we can learn a lot about the universe and about each other from these stories. Perhaps through some commonalities we will identify patterns, which might have some kind of significance. Who knows? One thing I've learned. ANYTHING is possible in this world, and reality is more fluid that we think.
For us to get started, here is the first story. My story. It's not complete and thats because getting the whole story down will take a long, long time. However, I'm not in a big hurry, and while I'm completing it, I hope to hear some stories from others.
Here is the first story....
Unbelievable Reality - A true story
Links
Discussion group for the story posted above. New chapters will be posted here
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog
Near Death Experience Research Foundation
Discussion welcome
If you would like to discuss anything at all related to this topic or any other, whatsoever, feel free to email me at the address mentioned above. I would highly value your communication and comments.
Upgrade to blog
We'll upgrade this from media wiki to a blog sometime in the future. I'll take the time to convert the posts and discussions.
